A DIFFERENT TYPE OF ADULT
Bedlam. Charlene Elsby. Apocalypse Party, 2023. 131 pages.
Iâm always fascinated with the ways that concepts such as genre can be perturbed and subverted. Genre fiction needs to have certain characteristics to make it easier to group with other fiction, easier to sort. Itâs kind of an unavoidable laziness or path of least resistance to say that all horror fiction should be scary or should deal with supernatural themes or have similar âgrouping tendenciesâ so that prospective buyers can know what theyâre in for should they put their money down when getting a book.
Book reviewers are part of this machinery, to pretty much everybodyâs displeasure. If I were to tell you that Charlene Elsbyâs short story collection Bedlam was âpsychological horror,â it wouldnât really be adequately doing the descriptive job and would leave crucial information unexplained. The sites of action in these fourteen stories are locked firmly into the hermetic company of first-person narrators (as far as I could tell) whose goals seem to be in unearthing aspects of human psychology that are, to put it mildly, horrifying. Horripilating could be another term, defined as undergoing âhorripilationâ in which the hairs stand erect from the body due to cold, fear, or excitement. These are not calming stories. Neither are they in particular stories where a formal payoff is given that might mark them as âgenre fiction.â The payoff is not narrative but the sort of thing you get from peering into a box at something you really shouldnât want to get an eyeful of.
Right away I want to give the disclaimer that I am not fluent enough in the lingo of philosophy to talk about some underlying features of Elsbyâs fiction here. I have gathered elsewhere that she has a doctorate in philosophy and has been a philosophy professor at times. Some of the narration in the stories bears the traces of this kind of argumentation and mental flow. Iâll bet you that if you were up on your philosophical terminology and schools of thought the stories might mean something special to you in this regard. As it was, with me, the stories were like the chattering products of a powerful mind that cannot rest, cannot come to a kind of peaceful end point. I donât need to know philosophy to take insight and enjoyment from Elsbyâs reports from a unique, sometimes darkly humorous, and often harrowing place on what life means. Elsbyâs narrators, those inescapable women (they always seemed to be clearly female to me), are of a different type of adult than you, more psychologically alien and yet wearing the face â surface â of the person on the other side of the boardroom table in your workplace, dancing at the bar, getting her hair cut at the salon. This other type of adult observes things from a bleak, fearful vantage point. The fiction seems to be a kind of warning that if you were to finally be able to peer into the thoughts of the people around you, driving in traffic, waiting in line at the supermarket, etc, you would be blown away by the frightening noise you would discover there.
But, and this is a crucial point, Elsbyâs speakers are not necessarily others. Thereâs enough in common with you that itâs not science fiction, these arenât true aliens. We all have romantic disappointments that leave us wounded and trying to establish what exactly happened, how much the problems originated within us (see âAnother Manâs Bruises,â âBad For The Baby,â other stories). The typical dating profiles of the narrators in Elsbyâs stories would be a set of terrifying documents, but itâs nothing we arenât familiar with in certain generic ways from our own lives. Elsby, like a tour guide leading timid civilians on a social safari, just as easily transgresses into anti socially violent places. Going out of your typical drive to hit a midnight jogger seems like a rational decision. Sending an offensive picture to the wrong lady on the wrong day could result in your damn near human sacrifice; in âSplit Dick David Does a Dick Pic on a Tuesdayâ we see the terrifying but all-too orderly logic of female vengeance enacted against the photographed phallus of a man, who will mistakenly try to argue his way out of being targeted for such stomach-turning, gory retribution since other men have taken actions just as bad:
âBecause of his limited experience, he doesnât know what itâs like to take on the characteristics of a set. Of course, the women are all quite experienced in this. We have to pay for what some other woman has done. More likely, we have to pay for what all women are perceived to have done. In actuality, weâre all paying for everything that every other woman has done to some man, because he canât differentiate between us well enough to figure out that Iâm neither his ex-girlfriend nor his momâŠThe point is, the Iâm not the worst man to live argument isnât going to work with me, because here in reality we embody the universals in which we participate, and while you can not all men me all you like, you have to recognize that some men is enough, and that what matters now is that youâre the man in imminent danger, because I have decided thatâs how itâs going to be.â
Reading the collection Bedlam in one sitting means that the discomfort level will not let up, but because there are fourteen stories, discomfort will take on one of fourteen more or less distinct angles, and itâs a kaleidoscope of fear loaded with fourteen different bits of darkly colored glass tumbling into different configurations. One story âSo Many of Them,â a childhood reminiscence of owning an aquarium full of multiplying mice, was particularly skin-crawling which is no small statement given the rest of the bookâs offerings.
Bedlam is a volume for readers daring to eavesdrop on one of the most unsettling voices in indie lit as it verbally marks out the dimensions of its inescapable existential cage â perhaps to commiserate? is there hope enough for that? are we locked in too? Thereâs value in plumbing the depths and measuring the dark unexplored recesses of the mind, and thatâs the often unpleasant task we turn to writers to do. I donât know if itâs a sign of our times, of our nation, of how nervous systems diverge, what is the explanation, but a writer like Elsby could, with her descriptive powers, conceivably help the rest of us by providing us with illustrations of what she sees as she gazes down from an arrow slit onto the landscape of consciousnessâs futility.
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Wonderful review, Jesse!